It’s moments like these that death feels near
No
It is now
“Am I alone?”
I wonder
I always do
The world shakes
My eyes learn to cross
Focus is a demand for the gods
It’s like a curse
Crushing all that I say is okay,
begins to whither away
No, that’s not it
Shake
It shakes
My stomach prepares for the loop
And so,
Everything must get quiet
so quiet
so soft
so light
Run is the word my hands write
Run as fast as you can
But I never do
Go!
I do not joke
This world, oh this world
It kills you
It eats you
and spits out your parts
Left to function without the wheel
“Don’t worry over that chap”
“We can stire from here!”
But where are we going?
A question never answered
At least not directly
It’s all inside of me
All in here
and moving there
I don’t even really feel these words
Can you blame me?
CaN You!?!
That’s mad
So little I do with my words
In time young one
I want help
It’s too much to handle on my own,
so I don’t (… creepy crawly)
I’ve been hiding from myself
Strange,
It’s exactly what I have always wanted
Confused?
The ego has many parts
And I’m looking at one now
To think one is you,
and the other is not,
Is to say the foot is not the hand
(different they may be, but to the same master they bend)
Eat me.
How?
I’m doing it for you
There is no pain here unless you grab it
and SAY (and you must say)
“OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCHHa”
So very loud you scream
(did someone hear?
[the Politian never rests])
So many toxins are in my body
I’m hurt
Bleeding out
Someone help?
No point
Nobody would come to such a call
“I WANT PROOF”,
they demand.
but why is that so important?
“BECAUSE I’M NOT WASTING MY TIME ON SOMETHING NOT ESSENTIAL”
just, trust me
That’s all you must do
“NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO”
why?
“BECAUSE YOU’RE BIASED AND WRONG AND STUPID. And… GET AWAY!”
Yes, so true
But,
that is a story
This is a story
It’s all a story
You chuckle, but you don’t get it
Do I even?
Do I even know that this is a story?
Um… no?
It’s just not that simple
It’s a story within a story within a story within a story within...
My hands hurt, I’ll stop.
I guess that in itself is the example
Everything is infinite
But we operate finitely
So choose how close you want to get
but it’ll never matter
You’re always just as far
Why don’t you fly?
Go ahead
Just fly
I’m tired of this
I can’t get through to you
You just never listen
Why? Why don’t you get it? It’s simple
Pick a team
Pick one
And then, you’re done
Mortal or _____
Finite or _____
Some or _____